~Terrors Life~

"Terrors get new life", "Terrors get pain", "Terrors get experience" , "Terrors get nothing till the End"

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Hai.....AkaCS is back here and cleaning my Dusty Blog.....

All right.....Let see what we have here.....Hmmm....Yeah Now is 27/11/2010....It means...currently have 3 more days to arrive my Destiny......~~Haha just Joking....That day is My birthday....Well....Of coz my wishes is "I hope all of my friends will be happy forever =]".....But actually my wish is....."Hope I can get a GF ><"...LOL is ok lar now I no nid GF.....but I feels like really want it....xD....OK nvm......this is not the main point....

Nextly~~~ How are my frens doing? Well I think everybody is busy-ing of workings.....studying(tuition).....game-ing.......holiday-ing......and a lot of things lar~ Holidays xD....always is the boring-est.....Early before PMR comes......Everybody keep say...."Aiyoooooooo I want holidays nia!!! Lazy read books already!!! Cant stand it anymore!!!!!" Hehe same as me xD but After PMR ends...=-=......only have THESE scenes "BORING LA!!!! or SNOORRRRRRRRRR zzzzZZZZZzzz" Haha~

Always de lar......But....recently.....I'm like in interested of chatting with girls....xD~~ and....I get interested....a bit on a girl....Who had studied wif me 6years fren =].....Around tat 6 years....We're not chat sooooo much....But now....Suddenlly....We keep chat together~ I have no reasons why she come find me but I can share my own experience with her =].....She is a nice girl but quite.....Stupid at all xD~ She told me that she's at last 2 class and my thinking is...."LOL sure is a bad girl at all......" Maybe it is maybe is not.....coz when i chat wif her.....She's sweet xD~ dono why lar....coz of some reasons I got bit "LIKE" her...

But....again and again.....She's bigger me a month........I say myself very funny....Why always like on those girls who bigger than self....Haha....My heart said that "Like a girl is without any rules and permission, It is freedom" I like her but I dono wan to chase her or not.....This is the problem....if i chased her...if she reject.....plus don wan fren wif me....Then how sad am I....Haizzzz.......

That's should be a bet =]............

Anyhow.....I hope...My birthday tat day.....all of my fren will be wishing me "Happy Birthday" to me at Facebook is enough already.....I don wan hang out or wad......=] i juz wan a wishing

Ok That's all.......What a sad day I having today =[

At last...I also nid be happy like the picture I had share below =]

This is me.....xAkaCSx.....A traveller =]


Wednesday, October 20, 2010

My life, My destiny

A Life After PMR~
Everyone looks boring at all when our Major exam finally get over,
I started got bit miss the "PMR",
LOL!! Am I crazy? I don't know...Haha
Days and days are over,
And I still do nothing!!
Waiting for my Primary Gathering,
But Seems like everyone not going,
Lucky I still have my "Brothers" hang out with me.

Friendship=Nothing?
What kind of friends I have? He betrayed me at all......
I'm very dissappoint....I tell u some secrets,
Since I was Form 2, I already behsong you, coz you attitude looks badly!
Swing like a ship, Suddenlly good mood suddenlly bad mood,
I hate this kind of peoples already, made me feel like you're not a fren at all.
You just a noob guy in my eye, You dono what I can do at all,
Nobody is perfect, You don simply say you are a pro.
Even a Noob also can Win u this Pro u knw?
~This is a Life I having~

Everythings is perfect, but u had spoit......How could you?
My mood are freaking bad......
Why?
Coz u have no frenship, U didnt mean "US" as ur brother or frens
You just think about yourself!
How could you?
Just making yourself being richer or famous then you betrayed and scold us?
Sorry! I am the 1 who are not agree this,
Becoz the world will not coz of u wont turn~
I'll make the a new Passion,
You juz a little ant below my leg,
Jz coz of someone, You have the chance to get up,
I am a nice guy, and I greet you to be higher than me....
But you...

~The Friendship will be torned into half between Me and You~
A.k.@ wont forget you......
A.k.@ will stay stronger.....
Coz of someone...
I get the power.....I get the prove.......I get the confidence
To Win You in all the way~
The door of Light will follow you if you're good guy
This is a reason Why I can from be-ing a jerk into a Good Guy
Coz I have..........


~ATTITUDE!~

Thursday, October 7, 2010

A "Exam" Experience.....

For my dearfully teachers....
Thx for greeting me....I felt very happy and full of confidence...
This is what I give back to my dearly teachers
Puan Viji: My BI paper1 last time is 32/40 now is 35/40
Puan Devi: My Sej paper last time is 26/60 now is 41/60
Puan Koo: My Geo paper last time is 25/60 now is 41/60
Puan Halwiah: My Science paper last time is 32/40 now is 33/40
Puan Fausiah: Sry about that teacher.....my BM last time 22/40 now is 19/40(maybe)

There still have 3 more subjects~
Maths~~~
Kemahiran Hidup~~~
Chinese~~~

What can I do? No plan.... All the best~ this is my greatest critical ever in my life
I tell you.....
I just only used 2 months to get this results....becoz....when I'm serious...thr's nothing I failed.....when I'm nt serious......this is my problem.....coz of this "lazy"....but....if I success go Biology class....I will go Form 6.....This is my destiny~ My hope~ My future~ My fate~

Don think only after 45 is A.....around 40 there are A chances~

♦~Targets of Fateness~♦
BM-----> B
BC-----> B
BI-----> A
Maths-----> A
Geography-----> A
Kemahiran Hidup-----> A
Science------> A
Sejarah-----> A

What I had my result.... I felt happy....becoz.....I got improved.... Altough A nt enuq.... But for me.... was enuq already....... I don't care what ppl say me...... They just piece of junks..... When I Form 4...... See how they laugh again~~

•*~A.k.@~Chow~*•

Thursday, September 16, 2010

~I very Stressed!!!!~ When can I stop this?

Haizz....Everyday feeling being a stress-ful person.....I don have the clue to solve this....but...It will be over after the PMR done.....but now........Haizz.....how come.....stress....made me so mad..........

Sometimes......~ I really cant control myself.....accidentlly scolded someone.....But lucky....I didnt broke it....I've manage to keep it down....but.....I silented myself....but.....after few hours....It....backed....How come.....I cant control.....Why....No Clues at all.....Isit...the stress problem?...or the chat is not suit for me? Juz a chat can make me mad again?......Argh....ChowSee!! Wad happen to you....!!! Why!! Gv me a answer!! Why I can be like that.....!! Wad's the big deal!!????

Haizz....These months....really made me crazy.....I....juz wan to.....be relax......but....epic failed...I dono how long can I be camourflaged.....I feel very toil-some....but i know my parents are more toil-some than me......It such been a time.....Sry.....for some ppl....Whenever u chat somethings that can forced my brain......My meter will started boil.....I dono why....but I can sure of it...for today...a example....a chat with MY.....juz like this only....I started mad...haizz....why lar...why I wan to mad....I have no idea.....but lucky....I managed myself and I be shutted my own mouth.....didnt said anything.....is better than last time.....Maybe....is some kind of reasons....I think.....maybe.... is the BC *(My most hatred subject ever!!!) made me..... harass.....I know u saying manners....I understand....but my own heart wont understand wad are u saying Coz.....It's on stressing.....so....if got somethings that anti-ing me~ I'll started it.....Is not I started...I got tahan.....I dono when it will leaked out....It will be at anytime...anywhere.....I'm sorry that's not me........"I rather shut myself forever, I also don wan hurt any1"

Cant lar....I not like you guys....becoz....I really feel like u all very annoying......I hate ppl say 大道理, I hate ppl hu keep at in front of me say a lot nonsense.....I juz wan to be silent.....and stay sharp....But I'm afraid....maybe....I can't do it till PMR over........I'm afraid.....I'll think about 'Primary' files......I have a really big secret that you all really dono~ Serious......I not joking.....even my parents also dono.....It happened in front of me....I'm really afraid of that year......my tears......can't stop.....I really afraid.......That year....started my madness life......but luckily....a girl helped me.....at school...I stayed my dirty mind.....whenever I saw her....I changed.......Thx to her.....if not her.....I'm not the 'Smart' ChowSee as u guys said.......if not her...I alr buang sekolah....if not her......I unable to stand up anymore......Thank You.....and.....before she went to outstation......I promised her somethings....this is wad I said "I promise you....I won't be cruel on any girls.....No matter what......and....I'll be Cheerful Student when I go to Secondary School....." We promised each other.........but...................*Horror-ness..........

Sunday, August 8, 2010

PRS Gotong Royong/ Aka KitZai Birthday BBQ+Steamboat

Another PRS Gotong Royong for today......Skipped my History class too....T.T....haiizzzzzzz......Is Our 3 Dahlia!! 14+ ppl come to school today~ Cheh....School Most Many Ppl come de class still 3 Dahlia!!~ Aka Class!! Woots~ Woots~~
1st Period...Geo....teacher got come in.....and give us do Geo latihan.....hmm....i think tat time we all play in UNO, Peh Pai xD......and Handphones!!!! No1 cares about Puan Koo...haha....On that time....my damn handphone kena aqua-ed...damn...Yan Bing say my handphone sure 完蛋 d....I say...."Wont, Becoz got a pro at here, That's me haha!!"....lucky my finger-nails are long...if not i cant plug my handphone shell...it's too sticky...inside got water too......about 5mins......I finally made it Clear!!! Yo!!! The ChowSee on the Line!!! Haha! I think i going to gila~ HAHA~
PRS Gotong Royong time......before it.....i at opposite there~ sha "Tai Chi"....lolz Vg and Yung Kian still wan pei he me~ but at still they so cheat....both punch me~ 1 At in front other and behind....I behsong liao then use leg to kick them~ RAWRS!!!! In d Raining Fight....."我在淋雨中~~~打架!!" Muahhahahahahahaha xP......Still Lose WAKAKAKAKA~
Gotong Royong ok lar....but my both hand are tired......rub a fan only full of 汗 d.....Stupid MingHui keep laugh on me...."Careful I use My HandBomb on You kekeke"~ Dunno why......after awhile...my handphone got problem again......numberpad got problem...i press 3 it become 36...i press 1 it become 109....lol...my handphone wan spoil d....T.T!!!!!! Haizz fine dun care 1st.....Do gotong royong dulu...dunno why these days I starting got a lot daughter......Now even MingHui also call me Papa d.........WAHHHHHHHHHHH............ok skip becoz nothing alr.....at last my reward is Rm2.....=="
KitZai Birthday........BBQ+SteamBoat
Tired...for me...coz It's midnight now........Yawnss......my essay....lazy to do :P
Tmr Continued.......Oh Yeah
~Happy Birthday Aka KitZai~
Ok Continued.......1stly....I fetch Calvin to thr, Calvin fetch me back~ Wad A Nice Plan.....reached tat Jalan....everyone at in front of us...walking lar and Kevin taking a cake....Cheh actually he's acting tat the cake is he buy 1....Tat Cake Rm90 how come will he buy wor.....==" Act Kia......When in his house....nothing dulu....a lot food are ready at d table thr.....(For steamboat)....then we 7 ppl go in Zhi Kit d room......pro...still can got space tat 1....haha~4 ppl playing Peh Pai....I and Vg keep try Wifi...Calvin playing pc....Han macam bodoh.....Kisiao!!
Ok SteamBoat time!!.....The food so nice ^^ And a lot too.....ate 1st plate then go out wif YanBing and YuKit......(散步......)......Ok I can say that lane is damn Bad Luck de...becoz I alr see 2 things tat i dun wanna see de things.....yikes.......ok Skip Skip Skip~~~SteamBoat jz like that only....then we go play NARUTO!!!!!!!!!!! Lolz.......the worst things is have a 6 age kid come there kacao us........lose liao "Lao Gai"...dulan.......Then....YuKit at our side LC...keep say "See I so Pro"...lolz....then I go vs wif him.....Cheh....I tot how he pro...at last also lose me....wakakaka......But still tat kid keep say..'I wan play!!! I wan Play!!!!' still say wad 一人一次 ==" ya lar we all 一人一次 only him dunno play jor how many times.....I hate kids!!! And then arh...he go climb behind me and shout "I wan play DragonBall!!!" I WAN PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Walao.....YuKit also behtahan d...haha....I haven...I diam diam 1st......after 10sec he still shout again......then I behtahan liao and Shout "Oi You Sit Down Lar!!!!!!!!!!!! DIAM LAR I BEHTAHAN LIAO SHOUT THIS SHOUT THAT GO OUT LAR!!!!!!!!!" then he diamdiam.......all say "Wow~ ChowSee Gor u done a good job" Haha...no deal...I hate kid so lousy......Then BBQ time........Vg jz call me help him do d food......Ouch....I wonder why some of you guys dunno how to BBQ......Jz like last time we went to my sis house BBQ.....Then nothing.....take pic.....and Back home haha~ Anyway Last At here
Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To You~
Happy Birthday To KitZai~~~~~~~~
Happy Birthday To You~~~~~~
Wootttttttssssssss~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Less Post on Blog Alr....I prefer spending my time on songs and studies ^^

Rarely See me post Coz I wan focus on my PMR....I only will MSN or Facebook......nowadays.....even games I also dun wan play d.....
~◘Rains of Knowledge◘~
~♦Score PMR Targets♦~
BM-----------> 80(A) Hope......
BI------------>85(A) Sure
Maths----------->80~95(A) Sure
Sej------------>75~80(A) I got confidence
Sc------------>75~85(A) A lot confidence
KH------------->80(A) Sure
Geo-------------->80~90(A) Hope can.....
BC--------------->65~75(B------>A) Not really have the confidence

*To my friends.......I hope u guys can get a nice results....^^
*To my best friend.......You're not going to let me down!! Show me your talent!!
*To my sis.......Try your best sis!!! To LK class ^^~ Altought we not going to same class but you still my sis forever ^^
*Finally.......To You......I hope you wont be so anxious about PMR.....juz a major exam....we all are serious-ing......And....don put so much time on books....sometimes we need rest ^^......You still have chance....You can do it!! Get a better results than me!! I believe in you!!! Good Luck!! May God Bless You....Forever!!

♣Maybe.....I not myself anymore.....around these 2 months...there will be a ppl called "ChowSee of Studies" replace "ChowSee"~ Haha still same lar but just mode different......Ok That's all.....PMR stil have 10weeks left~ Good luck all!!

My Last Post till PMR ends

Sunday, July 25, 2010

~Rebirth In Your Minds/Day of Anime~

24/7.......Kevin's Birthday......and last day of hari aktiviti...T.T......i miss it.....
  6am woke up......*Yawns.....* still tired.....sleep again~~ Zzzzzz........6.30am.......My mom kick my ass......@@ automaticly woke up and go bathroom wash face~.....6.45am Facebook!!!!Yo! xD.....7am...change clothes.....long time no wear Baju Rumah Sukan d ^^ surpising~7.15am....when I was going down and open my main door....opps! I forgot....my dog still at outside.....(Lucky I haven on the auto-gated if not my dog run alr ><)
  8am....reached school.....form the main gate watch.....so less students come aktiviti.....(Including me ^^ haha)...when i near the bilik kaunseling.....no ppl ==" wtf! Opposite it got 2 sakai at there sitting....Chun Wai and Yan Bing....fine....I also sit at there lor..........8.30am~11am.....as I calculated it.....there are only....me, yan bing, vg, zhi kit, mun yee and jia wei buzying.....neo and chun wai? Last minutes......I hate those ppl say wan come and didnt do things.....Dunno wtf they wan!! #@$#@! Skipped~~~~~~~~~~~ 11.10am......finally done....pictures all at zhi kit thr.....he posted at Facebook thr xD.......Enjoy our P.R.S Nursery!!! 11.12am.....Alone-ing walk to our school back de mama eat breakfast.....Haizzzz so late eat.......11.17am....boring.....*sms* lur xD~ Then eat done paid $$ walk back to school again......back home....Facebook again ==".......~3.30pm tuition!! (Offing)
TO BE CONTINUED.....................................................