Haizz....Everyday feeling being a stress-ful person.....I don have the clue to solve this....but...It will be over after the PMR done.....but now........Haizz.....how come.....stress....made me so mad..........
Sometimes......~ I really cant control myself.....accidentlly scolded someone.....But lucky....I didnt broke it....I've manage to keep it down....but.....I silented myself....but.....after few hours....It....backed....How come.....I cant control.....Why....No Clues at all.....Isit...the stress problem?...or the chat is not suit for me? Juz a chat can make me mad again?......Argh....ChowSee!! Wad happen to you....!!! Why!! Gv me a answer!! Why I can be like that.....!! Wad's the big deal!!????
Haizz....These months....really made me crazy.....I....juz wan to.....be relax......but....epic failed...I dono how long can I be camourflaged.....I feel very toil-some....but i know my parents are more toil-some than me......It such been a time.....Sry.....for some ppl....Whenever u chat somethings that can forced my brain......My meter will started boil.....I dono why....but I can sure of it...for today...a example....a chat with MY.....juz like this only....I started mad...haizz....why lar...why I wan to mad....I have no idea.....but lucky....I managed myself and I be shutted my own mouth.....didnt said anything.....is better than last time.....Maybe....is some kind of reasons....I think.....maybe.... is the BC *(My most hatred subject ever!!!) made me..... harass.....I know u saying manners....I understand....but my own heart wont understand wad are u saying Coz.....It's on stressing.....so....if got somethings that anti-ing me~ I'll started it.....Is not I started...I got tahan.....I dono when it will leaked out....It will be at anytime...anywhere.....I'm sorry that's not me........"I rather shut myself forever, I also don wan hurt any1"
Cant lar....I not like you guys....becoz....I really feel like u all very annoying......I hate ppl say 大道理, I hate ppl hu keep at in front of me say a lot nonsense.....I juz wan to be silent.....and stay sharp....But I'm afraid....maybe....I can't do it till PMR over........I'm afraid.....I'll think about 'Primary' files......I have a really big secret that you all really dono~ Serious......I not joking.....even my parents also dono.....It happened in front of me....I'm really afraid of that year......my tears......can't stop.....I really afraid.......That year....started my madness life......but luckily....a girl helped me.....at school...I stayed my dirty mind.....whenever I saw her....I changed.......Thx to her.....if not her.....I'm not the 'Smart' ChowSee as u guys said.......if not her...I alr buang sekolah....if not her......I unable to stand up anymore......Thank You.....and.....before she went to outstation......I promised her somethings....this is wad I said "I promise you....I won't be cruel on any girls.....No matter what......and....I'll be Cheerful Student when I go to Secondary School....." We promised each other.........but...................*Horror-ness..........
You are just going through hormone changes, from a kid to a teenager ! Every cell in your body is jumping up and down hence you get upset, get angry and get mad on very very small things.
ReplyDeleteIts normal. If you really want to help yourself get through this symptoms you can try EXERCISE ! When you exercise you will sweat and that will kill all the extra cell in your body then it will not explode. Invite your friends to play basket ball or jogging or badminton to sweat out !
This way they will not be able to talk a lot of nonsense that will not make you hear that will not make you angry.