Less Post on Blog Alr....I prefer spending my time on songs and studies ^^

Rarely See me post Coz I wan focus on my PMR....I only will MSN or Facebook......nowadays.....even games I also dun wan play d.....

~◘Rains of Knowledge◘~

~♦Score PMR Targets♦~

BM-----------> 80(A) Hope......

BI------------>85(A) Sure

Maths----------->80~95(A) Sure

Sej------------>75~80(A) I got confidence

Sc------------>75~85(A) A lot confidence

KH------------->80(A) Sure

Geo-------------->80~90(A) Hope can.....

BC--------------->65~75(B------>A) Not really have the confidence

*To my friends.......I hope u guys can get a nice results....^^

*To my best friend.......You're not going to let me down!! Show me your talent!!

*To my sis.......Try your best sis!!! To LK class ^^~ Altought we not going to same class but you still my sis forever ^^

*Finally.......To You......I hope you wont be so anxious about PMR.....juz a major exam....we all are serious-ing......And....don put so much time on books....sometimes we need rest ^^......You still have chance....You can do it!! Get a better results than me!! I believe in you!!! Good Luck!! May God Bless You....Forever!!

♣Maybe.....I not myself anymore.....around these 2 months...there will be a ppl called "ChowSee of Studies" replace "ChowSee"~ Haha still same lar but just mode different......Ok That's all.....PMR stil have 10weeks left~ Good luck all!!

My Last Post till PMR ends

~Rebirth In Your Minds/Day of Anime~

24/7.......Kevin's Birthday......and last day of hari aktiviti...T.T......i miss it.....
  6am woke up......*Yawns.....* still tired.....sleep again~~ Zzzzzz........6.30am.......My mom kick my ass......@@ automaticly woke up and go bathroom wash face~.....6.45am Facebook!!!!Yo! xD.....7am...change clothes.....long time no wear Baju Rumah Sukan d ^^ surpising~7.15am....when I was going down and open my main door....opps! I forgot....my dog still at outside.....(Lucky I haven on the auto-gated if not my dog run alr ><)
  8am....reached school.....form the main gate watch.....so less students come aktiviti.....(Including me ^^ haha)...when i near the bilik kaunseling.....no ppl ==" wtf! Opposite it got 2 sakai at there sitting....Chun Wai and Yan Bing....fine....I also sit at there lor..........8.30am~11am.....as I calculated it.....there are only....me, yan bing, vg, zhi kit, mun yee and jia wei buzying.....neo and chun wai? Last minutes......I hate those ppl say wan come and didnt do things.....Dunno wtf they wan!! #@$#@! Skipped~~~~~~~~~~~ 11.10am......finally done....pictures all at zhi kit thr.....he posted at Facebook thr xD.......Enjoy our P.R.S Nursery!!! 11.12am.....Alone-ing walk to our school back de mama eat breakfast.....Haizzzz so late eat.......11.17am....boring.....*sms* lur xD~ Then eat done paid $$ walk back to school again......back home....Facebook again ==".......~3.30pm tuition!! (Offing)
TO BE CONTINUED.....................................................

Sorry For Locking My Blog For A Moment.....That Time I Should Be Not At My Mind

22/7 Thinking Another Mind..........
  Hmm.....I am settling my own studies......recently I cant concentrate becoz of "Somethings that someone would know" disturbed.....But I keep think.....I finally have a answer..."My target for now is to get 7A's in PMR!! Don think about these things first.......I am not suit for these right now..." ...... Oh yeah....One thing to say....I can comfirm that my BI,Eng and KH can get A alr ^^ so that means I alr got 3A's in my hand..... There still have 5 subject I have settle.....BM....is ok....thx to 1 of my senior (Foo Li Ting) if was not her arh...I dunno my BM can improve or not haha! Li Ting's notebook is a way to let BM get A~
  Sc and Geo.....haha of coz this no nid to say alr...beside me de pro (Yan Bing) tutoring me....Plus I got tuition on Sc.....Building lar.....Some more......urm Sej/History......hmm...is ok....also building....coz tuition got Sej/History, I would be get easy to get more knowledge from there becoz the teacher also is one of our SMKM senior oo ^^~ Lastly....BC....if I get good on this subject....I can get Straight A's alr.....That's was my true target....but....for me....BC....impossible...I from Standard 1 till Standard 6 not really have learn this subject....reason? Some of "you" should know it....I start from Form 1....I juz trained my Bc 3 years....OMG!!! ONLY 3 YEARS......It's too impossible to get A from Bc.....at least....also B for me....(No more Straight A's ><.....) Is Ok.....I just wan to prove that....."Don see small noob ppl....actually they pro than you......inside their heart.....you wont know....till you found"
  Ok my target "7A's on PMR" good luck to myself bah haha ^^~ after PMR I should go work.....hmm....see how 1st coz I have 2 way to go....Either work or............*****(Guess it :]).....How to completely concentrate...is easy ^^ First...listen musics.....for me...While I sad or feeling nothing...i sure listen "Dearly Beloved" this music (I'll show you guys this music after I updated)....Sis! If you know how to play this song....I sure very happy ^^.....(I hope this year my birthday d gift from my sis is a 3P "Perfect Piano Playing" haha I hope!! Second....everyday at least read 1 time(must)......if not...you able to easy forget it......Third! Don ever try to Death Read(死读).....Death Read will made you forgot anything.....trust me....don do that.....I know someone will read the function like this...but I hope.....You can change lar.... I think....you guys just study with following these 3 function...then you will be able to concentrate~
  There still have 73days to PMR....I can see that someone is serious-ing in our class...for examples My sis Yimin, Kian Hwa, Yan Bing, Myself, Annie and "You"....(Why I always type "You" in my blog leh? Coz you're special in my mind ^^) wow....others.....I don think they really serious......Today...Kian Hwa is complaining our Puan "Vg"(One of my respected teacher)....why he wan complain Puan "Vg" and I dun wan? Becoz....not English pro or noob problem....is you didnt really concentrate on English this subject.....Puan "Vg" will respect you when you respect her....That's I can connect wif Puan "Vg"....(Altough I was AJK of English lar)
  TO BE CONTINUED~~~~...................................

Is Better For Now.....

Is Nothing..... Latest post I deleted

$~Lifes Are Simple When You Know How To Play~$

Lifes are simple,

When you know how to play,

When you are alone,

Your life start insane......

Lifes are simple,

When you know how to control yourself,

Between the World of Happiness and Sorrowness,

It is Complicated......,

However we do.....,

We must smart on controling ourselves

Lifes are simple,

When we are happy ^^,

Because where-ever you go,

There always got friends hang with you,

Your life will start fun

Lifes are simple,

When we want a relationship.....

For now....we are preparing for our Exam,

Altough one of us are liking each other.....

But we think.....wait after major exam done then say....

Lifes are simple,

When we are going to the Death!

What we can do to avoid it?

Is useless....because Death are not games....we cant control it.....,

Even what we do......also useless.....

A 3sec date with Death Reaper

At sch....feeling nothing...BM..ok lar~ know de all act dunno....KH...baka! Tmd today is the third time listened about KH...walao..behtahan...c dao teacher...sien! Keep say say say...Perdagangan(Daging ok lar)~~ UntungRugi(Rugi banyak lar!)~~ Kunci Kira-Kira(Tak ada kunci wor? Pinjam saya lor)... Wanna slp at all...lucky Vg call me n bing out if nt i think i slpt alr.. Recess time!! Also nth~ go toliet saw Weng Yau....say wad freaking nonsenses....$@%$!! Then walk while i saw 'you'~ nampaknya macam sakai hehe~ i go shortcut to evade c ur sakai face!! Hahaha!! Then...go to counseling...nth..sit inside the room..and watch chinese chess~ Bi time! Pn 'vg' wan 3 student to come out and write an essay..damn! Yee Ong y u choose me? Wtf i duno i been out jor how many times lor!! Still wan me out!! Argh! Plus when i writting tat essay..stupid marker pen ink so wet..and still wan me write simple de for u all! Sry lor when i write essay i use expert style to write de coz simple = normal... Becoz my essay didnt complete so i wan to rewrite a new 1 to gv Puan 'vg' c~ next week got essay again and this time nt me, my sis and jiaseng out d~ this time is i choose de~ hehe Yee Ong sure out alr others 2 see hu lucky lor~ i wan call mongseng and meiyan out lor xD~ See lar..... Straight go to after sch tat time...nth to do... Score 'A'lephant d En. Low take mc jor~ Puan Foo say beliau kena red eyes~ PRS? No event...our ah tao Eileen go Score 'A'eroplane so we no nid do things lor... Haiz finally! Badminton time..i change my outfits and go outside.. See Kevin so alone then i pei him awhile lor.. Zhi Kit and Yan Bing say oo then auto walk to court thr... Celaka...if really can i alr punched u 2..left me and Kevin nw..he? Keep ask me wan go his birthday pt or nt..i alr decline d u still wan me wad? Keep say wad she go he go ==.... Fine! Dunwan care d...then i alone walkin to court thr...so yeng~ i use d racket put on my back thr and my tupperware just like a reaper scythe! Yeng!! When i arrive thr...ok this time i really mad alr.. 'Fuck You 2!' see me reached then call me and zhi kit pay court! Fuck!! I alr bankcrupt still wan me pay! Tmd!!! Dulan! Then i go badminton...every1 nt serious 1..keep play play...duno u know wad is badminton or wad...still wanna smack me! Wtf!!! Ok fine~ u wan smack then smack lor.. Then~ Yong Jien came alr~ song a bit coz i like ply badminton wif him..without a while Wai Hong and Mun Yee them came too~ everyone was playin happily~ When i play wif Mun Yee and Wai Hong...i started met wif the Death Reaper..1st smack my hand 'crack! Crack!!'...startin pain..2nd smack i jump and smack it...it sucess but when my leg touched ground.. My lung thr.. Suddenly got something push and i cannot breathe!! I nearly get downed...coz i feel very horrow when i saw tat scene..everybody duno coz i didnt do special emo in tat 3 sec...but lucky after 3 sec i can breathe again...i cant imagine tat if i cant breathe for a min.. I think 10sec also enuq d..thx god..tat the Death Reaper had gone far away.. If nt i think i alr die at thr...for now...is my head pain...i sacrificed myself to gv d umbrella to my bro and i didnt hv anything to block.. Tat time still raining cats and dogs...haizz tat's all.. If nt my head rdy boom jor...

*~Nothing sorrowness in my heart for now~*

......today is nothing...just listening that stupid ceramah...boring till i wanna go die ==~ Tat voice ah! Macam supersonic lor~ my ear can go recycle d~ this is nt 'Old newspaper~~' is 'Old Damny ears' xD~ our class arh? Still same~ lousy~~ o? Today got 1 student is missing wor... == i tot all will nt absent de?~ haha is the 'Hardworking' 公主 Missing~ whr u go? Juz like neo~ pandai lari ><~haha juz jking~ lucky u didnt come~ if nt i bet u boring till cry xD~ But u left Annie thr o? Seems like today she very boring o~ arh after this damn ceramah then go canteen thr buy food~ say dao tis also mad! Tat fking burger store! Cook a meat also slow! Still wanna warp it! Wtf!! Waste a lot of my time! Celaka him ><~ after this nth special de~ juz tat Score A!! What score A...score 'A'lephant then ok lar~ straight go say d answer no discuss pun! Haiz...tmr Score A maths no teacher come teach...En.Low run away jor....haizz....i think like this only bah~ for home is common de~ for me got a bit sick...everyday dunno 'Ha Qiu!!' wad... For just now u type d 'Sry'... Nw i reply u coz afternoon 'I' reply d is duno which sakai go type de~ handphone cant delete it~ 'Is ok...I just hope u allright~ u keep like this u just make me very worry you lar...don think so much about 'those' things...u still hv us..we're nt invincible ok? Promise me something...don think too much and focus on our Pmr~ Dun make me too worry pls...i duno i been drop how many tears just coz of u...so pls...i wan c u happy nt sad...Ok?'

Hard to concentrate alr.....

Urm i think i just chat with you 1 day and cant feel anything that can prove you are OK lor ><....haiz u make me very hard to study lur~ 很担心你啦.....讲什么怕误会让我老豆会再搔我妈一巴~没事的啦!是你想太多了啦!!有事的人不是我咯.....你弄到我的心很乱嘞~不懂要怎样搞...也不懂要怎样走....你咯....弄我最担心的就是你....弄我心情乱的也是你....使我改变的也是你....好多东西都是你做的咯....中二时虽然不是很认识你~哈哈~我自己也不懂怎样认识你的==~算啦别提这些~you are the 1 who make me feel important....u know u like this will make us feel very useless....cant help you anything...haizz..I just hope you can fast back to normal lor....be back the happy you...ok...i wan stop at here...i feel a bit out sick....haizzzz

1 Day back to KB....whole mind changed

Hmm I have a lot of things that I can share to you all coz actually we listen teacher say things are nt bad~ Sometimes I cant concentrate about studies coz i hv too much stress (that means mental thinking gt prob)~ easy get mad or more~~~ And if we wan to study well~ we must forgot those stress things~ to avoid that we must do our favourite things~ hehe i think these will suit for u guys~ thr are a lot more but i try to make part part 1

Are You Mad?......Forgive me that I not telling you

I hope u forgive me......sorry I didnt tell u about my personal things....its kindda complicated...I scare if I let u know then.....you feel susah and more worry?(I guess.....) I got think......either wan tell u or not....but still...i dunno wad to say coz......ur mom n my dad.....tot this tot that....haizz....plus....my handphone number giv my dad cancel jor.......hated......dunno weather u ok or not......I hope i can get back my number and striaght away ask u lor....
Today kinda sudden right? Haha sry ^^ coz Puan Foo she wants to find a girl to go attend the Seminar~ + I gt go too.....(kena force de T.T)....haha is tat Neo say 1.....I told them nt to choose you coz i sure know u dunwan go de~ so mafan~~~.....ok lar u declined alr is good de~ And.......i dunno hw to say this.....but...i think.......urm.....fine......coz too anxious.....about heard somethings.....so i have nothing to say.......very anxious lar......even started scare.........

I wonder....what can I do before I not myself

I am using handphone to write this (i duno i nid write how long...)~ About Hari Terbuka tat day...Also from tat day...i feel i'm nt the oringinal ChowSee...anymore...whole person feel stress... "God..can you lead me how to go my life?"... Be a good guy....very complicated..liked a girl will automaticly shy up....haha common sense i think...but still...i tot...i choose "Good Guy" this road will better than being a junk kid~ I think is worse lar!! Why? I dunno why parents dun believe thier children! I really dunno why lar~ 1st...teck meng...he's holdin my sis handphone...tat time my sis worrying will our Puan Koo say abt her n jm d things out? Some ppl will say Yes~ bt i only the one said wont~ coz teacher nt sure u 2 are couple so she wnt simply 误赖 us de~ then i look at my sis handphone (wow so many files~ haha) within 2mins a message came~ hu named "Mei Xin"~ i accidently saw a part of tat message...it said "one of ur "good fren" named CS..then wad de~ after tat i stand up...and said "i wan go d bb"~ tat time i was thinkin... "either her dad or her mom or her parents tot i was her bf?"...wad the...speechless...juz like last time my sis mom tot i was her bf too...Am I so easy be a girl d bf o? Haiz...i think she sure kena scold chamcham by her parents liao lor...kesian...i hope she's all right.... In tat night...is my turn..i duno when he go steal my handphone n watch my sms...shit...he scolded my name n i go over thr n see lor....hu knws i kena a same prob wif her.....walao he tot she was my gf!! Great...u wan scold then scold lor....(i only can say till here, coz i dun u worry so much...i wan u have a nice life nt terror life...so forgv me nt tellin u....i really wan to say bt..."if i said...i scare u cry again"...pls lar i really sad when i heard tat u cried...pls don let me sad.....我宁愿我自己痛苦，都不想你再流任何眼泪出来....