Hai.....AkaCS is back here and cleaning my Dusty Blog.....

All right.....Let see what we have here.....Hmmm....Yeah Now is 27/11/2010....It means...currently have 3 more days to arrive my Destiny......~~Haha just Joking....That day is My birthday....Well....Of coz my wishes is "I hope all of my friends will be happy forever =]".....But actually my wish is....."Hope I can get a GF ><"...LOL is ok lar now I no nid GF.....but I feels like really want it....xD....OK nvm......this is not the main point....

Nextly~~~ How are my frens doing? Well I think everybody is busy-ing of workings.....studying(tuition).....game-ing.......holiday-ing......and a lot of things lar~ Holidays xD....always is the boring-est.....Early before PMR comes......Everybody keep say...."Aiyoooooooo I want holidays nia!!! Lazy read books already!!! Cant stand it anymore!!!!!" Hehe same as me xD but After PMR ends...=-=......only have THESE scenes "BORING LA!!!! or SNOORRRRRRRRRR zzzzZZZZZzzz" Haha~

Always de lar......But....recently.....I'm like in interested of chatting with girls....xD~~ and....I get interested....a bit on a girl....Who had studied wif me 6years fren =].....Around tat 6 years....We're not chat sooooo much....But now....Suddenlly....We keep chat together~ I have no reasons why she come find me but I can share my own experience with her =].....She is a nice girl but quite.....Stupid at all xD~ She told me that she's at last 2 class and my thinking is...."LOL sure is a bad girl at all......" Maybe it is maybe is not.....coz when i chat wif her.....She's sweet xD~ dono why lar....coz of some reasons I got bit "LIKE" her...

But....again and again.....She's bigger me a month........I say myself very funny....Why always like on those girls who bigger than self....Haha....My heart said that "Like a girl is without any rules and permission, It is freedom" I like her but I dono wan to chase her or not.....This is the problem....if i chased her...if she reject.....plus don wan fren wif me....Then how sad am I....Haizzzz.......

That's should be a bet =]............

Anyhow.....I hope...My birthday tat day.....all of my fren will be wishing me "Happy Birthday" to me at Facebook is enough already.....I don wan hang out or wad......=] i juz wan a wishing

Ok That's all.......What a sad day I having today =[

At last...I also nid be happy like the picture I had share below =]



This is me.....xAkaCSx.....A traveller =]



My life, My destiny

A Life After PMR~

Everyone looks boring at all when our Major exam finally get over,

I started got bit miss the "PMR",

LOL!! Am I crazy? I don't know...Haha

Days and days are over,

And I still do nothing!!

Waiting for my Primary Gathering,

But Seems like everyone not going,

Lucky I still have my "Brothers" hang out with me.

Friendship=Nothing?

What kind of friends I have? He betrayed me at all......

I'm very dissappoint....I tell u some secrets,

Since I was Form 2, I already behsong you, coz you attitude looks badly!

Swing like a ship, Suddenlly good mood suddenlly bad mood,

I hate this kind of peoples already, made me feel like you're not a fren at all.

You just a noob guy in my eye, You dono what I can do at all,

Nobody is perfect, You don simply say you are a pro.

Even a Noob also can Win u this Pro u knw?

~This is a Life I having~

Everythings is perfect, but u had spoit......How could you?

My mood are freaking bad......

Why?

Coz u have no frenship, U didnt mean "US" as ur brother or frens

You just think about yourself!

How could you?

Just making yourself being richer or famous then you betrayed and scold us?

Sorry! I am the 1 who are not agree this,

Becoz the world will not coz of u wont turn~

I'll make the a new Passion,

You juz a little ant below my leg,

Jz coz of someone, You have the chance to get up,

I am a nice guy, and I greet you to be higher than me....

But you...

~The Friendship will be torned into half between Me and You~

A.k.@ wont forget you......

A.k.@ will stay stronger.....

Coz of someone...

I get the power.....I get the prove.......I get the confidence

To Win You in all the way~

The door of Light will follow you if you're good guy

This is a reason Why I can from be-ing a jerk into a Good Guy

Coz I have..........

~ATTITUDE!~

A "Exam" Experience.....

For my dearfully teachers....

Thx for greeting me....I felt very happy and full of confidence...

This is what I give back to my dearly teachers

Puan Viji: My BI paper1 last time is 32/40 now is 35/40

Puan Devi: My Sej paper last time is 26/60 now is 41/60

Puan Koo: My Geo paper last time is 25/60 now is 41/60

Puan Halwiah: My Science paper last time is 32/40 now is 33/40

Puan Fausiah: Sry about that teacher.....my BM last time 22/40 now is 19/40(maybe)

There still have 3 more subjects~

Maths~~~

Kemahiran Hidup~~~

Chinese~~~

What can I do? No plan.... All the best~ this is my greatest critical ever in my life

I tell you.....

I just only used 2 months to get this results....becoz....when I'm serious...thr's nothing I failed.....when I'm nt serious......this is my problem.....coz of this "lazy"....but....if I success go Biology class....I will go Form 6.....This is my destiny~ My hope~ My future~ My fate~

Don think only after 45 is A.....around 40 there are A chances~

♦~Targets of Fateness~♦

BM-----> B

BC-----> B

BI-----> A

Maths-----> A

Geography-----> A

Kemahiran Hidup-----> A

Science------> A

Sejarah-----> A

What I had my result.... I felt happy....becoz.....I got improved.... Altough A nt enuq.... But for me.... was enuq already....... I don't care what ppl say me...... They just piece of junks..... When I Form 4...... See how they laugh again~~

•*~A.k.@~Chow~*•

~I very Stressed!!!!~ When can I stop this?

Haizz....Everyday feeling being a stress-ful person.....I don have the clue to solve this....but...It will be over after the PMR done.....but now........Haizz.....how come.....stress....made me so mad..........

Sometimes......~ I really cant control myself.....accidentlly scolded someone.....But lucky....I didnt broke it....I've manage to keep it down....but.....I silented myself....but.....after few hours....It....backed....How come.....I cant control.....Why....No Clues at all.....Isit...the stress problem?...or the chat is not suit for me? Juz a chat can make me mad again?......Argh....ChowSee!! Wad happen to you....!!! Why!! Gv me a answer!! Why I can be like that.....!! Wad's the big deal!!????

Haizz....These months....really made me crazy.....I....juz wan to.....be relax......but....epic failed...I dono how long can I be camourflaged.....I feel very toil-some....but i know my parents are more toil-some than me......It such been a time.....Sry.....for some ppl....Whenever u chat somethings that can forced my brain......My meter will started boil.....I dono why....but I can sure of it...for today...a example....a chat with MY.....juz like this only....I started mad...haizz....why lar...why I wan to mad....I have no idea.....but lucky....I managed myself and I be shutted my own mouth.....didnt said anything.....is better than last time.....Maybe....is some kind of reasons....I think.....maybe.... is the BC *(My most hatred subject ever!!!) made me..... harass.....I know u saying manners....I understand....but my own heart wont understand wad are u saying Coz.....It's on stressing.....so....if got somethings that anti-ing me~ I'll started it.....Is not I started...I got tahan.....I dono when it will leaked out....It will be at anytime...anywhere.....I'm sorry that's not me........"I rather shut myself forever, I also don wan hurt any1"

Cant lar....I not like you guys....becoz....I really feel like u all very annoying......I hate ppl say 大道理, I hate ppl hu keep at in front of me say a lot nonsense.....I juz wan to be silent.....and stay sharp....But I'm afraid....maybe....I can't do it till PMR over........I'm afraid.....I'll think about 'Primary' files......I have a really big secret that you all really dono~ Serious......I not joking.....even my parents also dono.....It happened in front of me....I'm really afraid of that year......my tears......can't stop.....I really afraid.......That year....started my madness life......but luckily....a girl helped me.....at school...I stayed my dirty mind.....whenever I saw her....I changed.......Thx to her.....if not her.....I'm not the 'Smart' ChowSee as u guys said.......if not her...I alr buang sekolah....if not her......I unable to stand up anymore......Thank You.....and.....before she went to outstation......I promised her somethings....this is wad I said "I promise you....I won't be cruel on any girls.....No matter what......and....I'll be Cheerful Student when I go to Secondary School....." We promised each other.........but...................*Horror-ness..........

PRS Gotong Royong/ Aka KitZai Birthday BBQ+Steamboat

Another PRS Gotong Royong for today......Skipped my History class too....T.T....haiizzzzzzz......Is Our 3 Dahlia!! 14+ ppl come to school today~ Cheh....School Most Many Ppl come de class still 3 Dahlia!!~ Aka Class!! Woots~ Woots~~
1st Period...Geo....teacher got come in.....and give us do Geo latihan.....hmm....i think tat time we all play in UNO, Peh Pai xD......and Handphones!!!! No1 cares about Puan Koo...haha....On that time....my damn handphone kena aqua-ed...damn...Yan Bing say my handphone sure 完蛋 d....I say...."Wont, Becoz got a pro at here, That's me haha!!"....lucky my finger-nails are long...if not i cant plug my handphone shell...it's too sticky...inside got water too......about 5mins......I finally made it Clear!!! Yo!!! The ChowSee on the Line!!! Haha! I think i going to gila~ HAHA~
PRS Gotong Royong time......before it.....i at opposite there~ sha "Tai Chi"....lolz Vg and Yung Kian still wan pei he me~ but at still they so cheat....both punch me~ 1 At in front other and behind....I behsong liao then use leg to kick them~ RAWRS!!!! In d Raining Fight....."我在淋雨中~~~打架！！" Muahhahahahahahaha xP......Still Lose WAKAKAKAKA~
Gotong Royong ok lar....but my both hand are tired......rub a fan only full of 汗 d.....Stupid MingHui keep laugh on me...."Careful I use My HandBomb on You kekeke"~ Dunno why......after awhile...my handphone got problem again......numberpad got problem...i press 3 it become 36...i press 1 it become 109....lol...my handphone wan spoil d....T.T!!!!!! Haizz fine dun care 1st.....Do gotong royong dulu...dunno why these days I starting got a lot daughter......Now even MingHui also call me Papa d.........WAHHHHHHHHHHH............ok skip becoz nothing alr.....at last my reward is Rm2.....=="
KitZai Birthday........BBQ+SteamBoat
Tired...for me...coz It's midnight now........Yawnss......my essay....lazy to do :P
Tmr Continued.......Oh Yeah

~Happy Birthday Aka KitZai~

Ok Continued.......1stly....I fetch Calvin to thr, Calvin fetch me back~ Wad A Nice Plan.....reached tat Jalan....everyone at in front of us...walking lar and Kevin taking a cake....Cheh actually he's acting tat the cake is he buy 1....Tat Cake Rm90 how come will he buy wor.....==" Act Kia......When in his house....nothing dulu....a lot food are ready at d table thr.....(For steamboat)....then we 7 ppl go in Zhi Kit d room......pro...still can got space tat 1....haha~4 ppl playing Peh Pai....I and Vg keep try Wifi...Calvin playing pc....Han macam bodoh.....Kisiao!!

Ok SteamBoat time!!.....The food so nice ^^ And a lot too.....ate 1st plate then go out wif YanBing and YuKit......(散步......)......Ok I can say that lane is damn Bad Luck de...becoz I alr see 2 things tat i dun wanna see de things.....yikes.......ok Skip Skip Skip~~~SteamBoat jz like that only....then we go play NARUTO!!!!!!!!!!! Lolz.......the worst things is have a 6 age kid come there kacao us........lose liao "Lao Gai"...dulan.......Then....YuKit at our side LC...keep say "See I so Pro"...lolz....then I go vs wif him.....Cheh....I tot how he pro...at last also lose me....wakakaka......But still tat kid keep say..'I wan play!!! I wan Play!!!!' still say wad 一人一次 ==" ya lar we all 一人一次 only him dunno play jor how many times.....I hate kids!!! And then arh...he go climb behind me and shout "I wan play DragonBall!!!" I WAN PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Walao.....YuKit also behtahan d...haha....I haven...I diam diam 1st......after 10sec he still shout again......then I behtahan liao and Shout "Oi You Sit Down Lar!!!!!!!!!!!! DIAM LAR I BEHTAHAN LIAO SHOUT THIS SHOUT THAT GO OUT LAR!!!!!!!!!" then he diamdiam.......all say "Wow~ ChowSee Gor u done a good job" Haha...no deal...I hate kid so lousy......Then BBQ time........Vg jz call me help him do d food......Ouch....I wonder why some of you guys dunno how to BBQ......Jz like last time we went to my sis house BBQ.....Then nothing.....take pic.....and Back home haha~ Anyway Last At here

Happy Birthday To You~

Happy Birthday To You~

Happy Birthday To KitZai~~~~~~~~

Happy Birthday To You~~~~~~

Wootttttttssssssss~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!

Less Post on Blog Alr....I prefer spending my time on songs and studies ^^

Rarely See me post Coz I wan focus on my PMR....I only will MSN or Facebook......nowadays.....even games I also dun wan play d.....

~◘Rains of Knowledge◘~

~♦Score PMR Targets♦~

BM-----------> 80(A) Hope......

BI------------>85(A) Sure

Maths----------->80~95(A) Sure

Sej------------>75~80(A) I got confidence

Sc------------>75~85(A) A lot confidence

KH------------->80(A) Sure

Geo-------------->80~90(A) Hope can.....

BC--------------->65~75(B------>A) Not really have the confidence

*To my friends.......I hope u guys can get a nice results....^^

*To my best friend.......You're not going to let me down!! Show me your talent!!

*To my sis.......Try your best sis!!! To LK class ^^~ Altought we not going to same class but you still my sis forever ^^

*Finally.......To You......I hope you wont be so anxious about PMR.....juz a major exam....we all are serious-ing......And....don put so much time on books....sometimes we need rest ^^......You still have chance....You can do it!! Get a better results than me!! I believe in you!!! Good Luck!! May God Bless You....Forever!!

♣Maybe.....I not myself anymore.....around these 2 months...there will be a ppl called "ChowSee of Studies" replace "ChowSee"~ Haha still same lar but just mode different......Ok That's all.....PMR stil have 10weeks left~ Good luck all!!

My Last Post till PMR ends

~Rebirth In Your Minds/Day of Anime~

24/7.......Kevin's Birthday......and last day of hari aktiviti...T.T......i miss it.....
  6am woke up......*Yawns.....* still tired.....sleep again~~ Zzzzzz........6.30am.......My mom kick my ass......@@ automaticly woke up and go bathroom wash face~.....6.45am Facebook!!!!Yo! xD.....7am...change clothes.....long time no wear Baju Rumah Sukan d ^^ surpising~7.15am....when I was going down and open my main door....opps! I forgot....my dog still at outside.....(Lucky I haven on the auto-gated if not my dog run alr ><)
  8am....reached school.....form the main gate watch.....so less students come aktiviti.....(Including me ^^ haha)...when i near the bilik kaunseling.....no ppl ==" wtf! Opposite it got 2 sakai at there sitting....Chun Wai and Yan Bing....fine....I also sit at there lor..........8.30am~11am.....as I calculated it.....there are only....me, yan bing, vg, zhi kit, mun yee and jia wei buzying.....neo and chun wai? Last minutes......I hate those ppl say wan come and didnt do things.....Dunno wtf they wan!! #@$#@! Skipped~~~~~~~~~~~ 11.10am......finally done....pictures all at zhi kit thr.....he posted at Facebook thr xD.......Enjoy our P.R.S Nursery!!! 11.12am.....Alone-ing walk to our school back de mama eat breakfast.....Haizzzz so late eat.......11.17am....boring.....*sms* lur xD~ Then eat done paid $$ walk back to school again......back home....Facebook again ==".......~3.30pm tuition!! (Offing)
TO BE CONTINUED.....................................................

Sorry For Locking My Blog For A Moment.....That Time I Should Be Not At My Mind

22/7 Thinking Another Mind..........
  Hmm.....I am settling my own studies......recently I cant concentrate becoz of "Somethings that someone would know" disturbed.....But I keep think.....I finally have a answer..."My target for now is to get 7A's in PMR!! Don think about these things first.......I am not suit for these right now..." ...... Oh yeah....One thing to say....I can comfirm that my BI,Eng and KH can get A alr ^^ so that means I alr got 3A's in my hand..... There still have 5 subject I have settle.....BM....is ok....thx to 1 of my senior (Foo Li Ting) if was not her arh...I dunno my BM can improve or not haha! Li Ting's notebook is a way to let BM get A~
  Sc and Geo.....haha of coz this no nid to say alr...beside me de pro (Yan Bing) tutoring me....Plus I got tuition on Sc.....Building lar.....Some more......urm Sej/History......hmm...is ok....also building....coz tuition got Sej/History, I would be get easy to get more knowledge from there becoz the teacher also is one of our SMKM senior oo ^^~ Lastly....BC....if I get good on this subject....I can get Straight A's alr.....That's was my true target....but....for me....BC....impossible...I from Standard 1 till Standard 6 not really have learn this subject....reason? Some of "you" should know it....I start from Form 1....I juz trained my Bc 3 years....OMG!!! ONLY 3 YEARS......It's too impossible to get A from Bc.....at least....also B for me....(No more Straight A's ><.....) Is Ok.....I just wan to prove that....."Don see small noob ppl....actually they pro than you......inside their heart.....you wont know....till you found"
  Ok my target "7A's on PMR" good luck to myself bah haha ^^~ after PMR I should go work.....hmm....see how 1st coz I have 2 way to go....Either work or............*****(Guess it :]).....How to completely concentrate...is easy ^^ First...listen musics.....for me...While I sad or feeling nothing...i sure listen "Dearly Beloved" this music (I'll show you guys this music after I updated)....Sis! If you know how to play this song....I sure very happy ^^.....(I hope this year my birthday d gift from my sis is a 3P "Perfect Piano Playing" haha I hope!! Second....everyday at least read 1 time(must)......if not...you able to easy forget it......Third! Don ever try to Death Read(死读).....Death Read will made you forgot anything.....trust me....don do that.....I know someone will read the function like this...but I hope.....You can change lar.... I think....you guys just study with following these 3 function...then you will be able to concentrate~
  There still have 73days to PMR....I can see that someone is serious-ing in our class...for examples My sis Yimin, Kian Hwa, Yan Bing, Myself, Annie and "You"....(Why I always type "You" in my blog leh? Coz you're special in my mind ^^) wow....others.....I don think they really serious......Today...Kian Hwa is complaining our Puan "Vg"(One of my respected teacher)....why he wan complain Puan "Vg" and I dun wan? Becoz....not English pro or noob problem....is you didnt really concentrate on English this subject.....Puan "Vg" will respect you when you respect her....That's I can connect wif Puan "Vg"....(Altough I was AJK of English lar)
  TO BE CONTINUED~~~~...................................

Is Better For Now.....

Is Nothing..... Latest post I deleted

$~Lifes Are Simple When You Know How To Play~$

Lifes are simple,

When you know how to play,

When you are alone,

Your life start insane......

Lifes are simple,

When you know how to control yourself,

Between the World of Happiness and Sorrowness,

It is Complicated......,

However we do.....,

We must smart on controling ourselves

Lifes are simple,

When we are happy ^^,

Because where-ever you go,

There always got friends hang with you,

Your life will start fun

Lifes are simple,

When we want a relationship.....

For now....we are preparing for our Exam,

Altough one of us are liking each other.....

But we think.....wait after major exam done then say....

Lifes are simple,

When we are going to the Death!

What we can do to avoid it?

Is useless....because Death are not games....we cant control it.....,

Even what we do......also useless.....

A 3sec date with Death Reaper

At sch....feeling nothing...BM..ok lar~ know de all act dunno....KH...baka! Tmd today is the third time listened about KH...walao..behtahan...c dao teacher...sien! Keep say say say...Perdagangan(Daging ok lar)~~ UntungRugi(Rugi banyak lar!)~~ Kunci Kira-Kira(Tak ada kunci wor? Pinjam saya lor)... Wanna slp at all...lucky Vg call me n bing out if nt i think i slpt alr.. Recess time!! Also nth~ go toliet saw Weng Yau....say wad freaking nonsenses....$@%$!! Then walk while i saw 'you'~ nampaknya macam sakai hehe~ i go shortcut to evade c ur sakai face!! Hahaha!! Then...go to counseling...nth..sit inside the room..and watch chinese chess~ Bi time! Pn 'vg' wan 3 student to come out and write an essay..damn! Yee Ong y u choose me? Wtf i duno i been out jor how many times lor!! Still wan me out!! Argh! Plus when i writting tat essay..stupid marker pen ink so wet..and still wan me write simple de for u all! Sry lor when i write essay i use expert style to write de coz simple = normal... Becoz my essay didnt complete so i wan to rewrite a new 1 to gv Puan 'vg' c~ next week got essay again and this time nt me, my sis and jiaseng out d~ this time is i choose de~ hehe Yee Ong sure out alr others 2 see hu lucky lor~ i wan call mongseng and meiyan out lor xD~ See lar..... Straight go to after sch tat time...nth to do... Score 'A'lephant d En. Low take mc jor~ Puan Foo say beliau kena red eyes~ PRS? No event...our ah tao Eileen go Score 'A'eroplane so we no nid do things lor... Haiz finally! Badminton time..i change my outfits and go outside.. See Kevin so alone then i pei him awhile lor.. Zhi Kit and Yan Bing say oo then auto walk to court thr... Celaka...if really can i alr punched u 2..left me and Kevin nw..he? Keep ask me wan go his birthday pt or nt..i alr decline d u still wan me wad? Keep say wad she go he go ==.... Fine! Dunwan care d...then i alone walkin to court thr...so yeng~ i use d racket put on my back thr and my tupperware just like a reaper scythe! Yeng!! When i arrive thr...ok this time i really mad alr.. 'Fuck You 2!' see me reached then call me and zhi kit pay court! Fuck!! I alr bankcrupt still wan me pay! Tmd!!! Dulan! Then i go badminton...every1 nt serious 1..keep play play...duno u know wad is badminton or wad...still wanna smack me! Wtf!!! Ok fine~ u wan smack then smack lor.. Then~ Yong Jien came alr~ song a bit coz i like ply badminton wif him..without a while Wai Hong and Mun Yee them came too~ everyone was playin happily~ When i play wif Mun Yee and Wai Hong...i started met wif the Death Reaper..1st smack my hand 'crack! Crack!!'...startin pain..2nd smack i jump and smack it...it sucess but when my leg touched ground.. My lung thr.. Suddenly got something push and i cannot breathe!! I nearly get downed...coz i feel very horrow when i saw tat scene..everybody duno coz i didnt do special emo in tat 3 sec...but lucky after 3 sec i can breathe again...i cant imagine tat if i cant breathe for a min.. I think 10sec also enuq d..thx god..tat the Death Reaper had gone far away.. If nt i think i alr die at thr...for now...is my head pain...i sacrificed myself to gv d umbrella to my bro and i didnt hv anything to block.. Tat time still raining cats and dogs...haizz tat's all.. If nt my head rdy boom jor...

*~Nothing sorrowness in my heart for now~*

......today is nothing...just listening that stupid ceramah...boring till i wanna go die ==~ Tat voice ah! Macam supersonic lor~ my ear can go recycle d~ this is nt 'Old newspaper~~' is 'Old Damny ears' xD~ our class arh? Still same~ lousy~~ o? Today got 1 student is missing wor... == i tot all will nt absent de?~ haha is the 'Hardworking' 公主 Missing~ whr u go? Juz like neo~ pandai lari ><~haha juz jking~ lucky u didnt come~ if nt i bet u boring till cry xD~ But u left Annie thr o? Seems like today she very boring o~ arh after this damn ceramah then go canteen thr buy food~ say dao tis also mad! Tat fking burger store! Cook a meat also slow! Still wanna warp it! Wtf!! Waste a lot of my time! Celaka him ><~ after this nth special de~ juz tat Score A!! What score A...score 'A'lephant then ok lar~ straight go say d answer no discuss pun! Haiz...tmr Score A maths no teacher come teach...En.Low run away jor....haizz....i think like this only bah~ for home is common de~ for me got a bit sick...everyday dunno 'Ha Qiu!!' wad... For just now u type d 'Sry'... Nw i reply u coz afternoon 'I' reply d is duno which sakai go type de~ handphone cant delete it~ 'Is ok...I just hope u allright~ u keep like this u just make me very worry you lar...don think so much about 'those' things...u still hv us..we're nt invincible ok? Promise me something...don think too much and focus on our Pmr~ Dun make me too worry pls...i duno i been drop how many tears just coz of u...so pls...i wan c u happy nt sad...Ok?'

Hard to concentrate alr.....

Urm i think i just chat with you 1 day and cant feel anything that can prove you are OK lor ><....haiz u make me very hard to study lur~ 很担心你啦.....讲什么怕误会让我老豆会再搔我妈一巴~没事的啦!是你想太多了啦!!有事的人不是我咯.....你弄到我的心很乱嘞~不懂要怎样搞...也不懂要怎样走....你咯....弄我最担心的就是你....弄我心情乱的也是你....使我改变的也是你....好多东西都是你做的咯....中二时虽然不是很认识你~哈哈~我自己也不懂怎样认识你的==~算啦别提这些~you are the 1 who make me feel important....u know u like this will make us feel very useless....cant help you anything...haizz..I just hope you can fast back to normal lor....be back the happy you...ok...i wan stop at here...i feel a bit out sick....haizzzz

1 Day back to KB....whole mind changed

Hmm I have a lot of things that I can share to you all coz actually we listen teacher say things are nt bad~ Sometimes I cant concentrate about studies coz i hv too much stress (that means mental thinking gt prob)~ easy get mad or more~~~ And if we wan to study well~ we must forgot those stress things~ to avoid that we must do our favourite things~ hehe i think these will suit for u guys~ thr are a lot more but i try to make part part 1

Are You Mad?......Forgive me that I not telling you

I hope u forgive me......sorry I didnt tell u about my personal things....its kindda complicated...I scare if I let u know then.....you feel susah and more worry?(I guess.....) I got think......either wan tell u or not....but still...i dunno wad to say coz......ur mom n my dad.....tot this tot that....haizz....plus....my handphone number giv my dad cancel jor.......hated......dunno weather u ok or not......I hope i can get back my number and striaght away ask u lor....
Today kinda sudden right? Haha sry ^^ coz Puan Foo she wants to find a girl to go attend the Seminar~ + I gt go too.....(kena force de T.T)....haha is tat Neo say 1.....I told them nt to choose you coz i sure know u dunwan go de~ so mafan~~~.....ok lar u declined alr is good de~ And.......i dunno hw to say this.....but...i think.......urm.....fine......coz too anxious.....about heard somethings.....so i have nothing to say.......very anxious lar......even started scare.........

I wonder....what can I do before I not myself

I am using handphone to write this (i duno i nid write how long...)~ About Hari Terbuka tat day...Also from tat day...i feel i'm nt the oringinal ChowSee...anymore...whole person feel stress... "God..can you lead me how to go my life?"... Be a good guy....very complicated..liked a girl will automaticly shy up....haha common sense i think...but still...i tot...i choose "Good Guy" this road will better than being a junk kid~ I think is worse lar!! Why? I dunno why parents dun believe thier children! I really dunno why lar~ 1st...teck meng...he's holdin my sis handphone...tat time my sis worrying will our Puan Koo say abt her n jm d things out? Some ppl will say Yes~ bt i only the one said wont~ coz teacher nt sure u 2 are couple so she wnt simply 误赖 us de~ then i look at my sis handphone (wow so many files~ haha) within 2mins a message came~ hu named "Mei Xin"~ i accidently saw a part of tat message...it said "one of ur "good fren" named CS..then wad de~ after tat i stand up...and said "i wan go d bb"~ tat time i was thinkin... "either her dad or her mom or her parents tot i was her bf?"...wad the...speechless...juz like last time my sis mom tot i was her bf too...Am I so easy be a girl d bf o? Haiz...i think she sure kena scold chamcham by her parents liao lor...kesian...i hope she's all right.... In tat night...is my turn..i duno when he go steal my handphone n watch my sms...shit...he scolded my name n i go over thr n see lor....hu knws i kena a same prob wif her.....walao he tot she was my gf!! Great...u wan scold then scold lor....(i only can say till here, coz i dun u worry so much...i wan u have a nice life nt terror life...so forgv me nt tellin u....i really wan to say bt..."if i said...i scare u cry again"...pls lar i really sad when i heard tat u cried...pls don let me sad.....我宁愿我自己痛苦，都不想你再流任何眼泪出来....

Life's Vice Versa

Here's some of my promise to u~ Doctor I maybe going to see after cergas ceria-thon.......but....before I go.....There's somethings I wan to say....thr's 2 "maybe" after I see d doctor.......1 maybe I free......2 maybe I stayin at hospital for a moment......some kind of weird reasons I dunwan go to see tat doctor....."I'll go see doctor.....without any reasons.....and....this is my promise.....when I back.....dun mad me....I can see tat u mad-ing....." Ok? Promise me this arh ^^ comment too~ English dunno call my sis explain to ya~ And no worries coz I wont take any big operation 1~ Dun see at me slpin at sch~ Slpin=Pains~ Dun worry nothing 1~ Try to get d pain go away~ "Shoo Shoo!! xD"
Exams......are coming~ I remember......19th May~ Eh pls lar dun spam reading during the time I know u goin to rush all d book but......dun overreadin ok? Read slowly~ 慢慢读才容易进脑的吗~ My advice 2hours rest 30mins den read again ^^~ Coz last time when I sms wif u I also did tat~ Sry studyin time still disturb u >< paiseh paiseh.............hope u all exam get better~~~than me xD~
Hu still attendin this saturday d Cergas Ceria-ton??? Wai Onn maybe come back oo~ Kian Wei and Kian Siong too~ unfortunately Jon didnt come back~~~ my comment to "Explosion" shifu 加油加油！！！！！^^
Nothing to write.......Well....I go slp den ><......I'll be "Simple and Clean" after I back~ That's my Final road that I can go~

Finally done tat stupid Geography project! Old Style

==" Is late now.....but I still nid bloggin~....Facebook I wrote "Stupid Myself" right now it really shown at d early post.....I also dunno why I so stupid.....can it be rollback?? Well if can I wish to rollback to 2 Dahlia.....nicer than 3 Dahlia too...Well staying at Dahlia sometimes feelin very nice but sometimes very sad.....I dunno wad's happening lar.....weird weird 1....Days and days over.....critical seems like starting gone......I wonder if I tmr will feel more criticals or not....I hope not.....
Anyway.....dun worry about me..I'm fine.....I know u guys..........I try to change my lane.....Everyday pain doesnt mean at all...I still allright~(I not saying myself brave or stubborn!!)~ Well dunno wan write wad.......>< oh Yeah...any1 done d Geography project?? I know got some done alr and it's thick....wow~ nice 1 xD~ Tat project used 3 days for me stacked wif hand-writtin and printin....(my ink T.T..........)~ I'll be d 1st student at << side done this damn project~! See wether tat teacher goin to say wad~!! xD
Really nothing to say now....maybe I tired...gud nite all~ And PLS dun worry about me.....I really ok lar~ I promise I'll be fine~Dun care my pain...That's my terror.....

Finally have a time to bloggin~ "Pains of Terror"

为了配合你们~我要打华语字=="~明知道我的华语酱差都要我写~算啦~配合你们~半华语半英文~嗨呀。。。。没想到补习都会发作~T.T在酱多人面前起来跟老师讲"老师，(Gossip-ing)paiseh我要出去下。。。很痛。。。。"~哇，全部做白痴讲"你痛什么？？那个啊？"。。。然后就开战了~我骂回他们"Damn you all @#$@!@!##$@!~@" 死。。。。受不了~踩他们都傻，走人先~可以说是痛到好像手被切掉酱。。。。。。。！！！既然痛到酱咯。。。干吗不去医院呢？才不要呢！！！老妈叫我去医院。。。我讲。。。我不要！去来干嘛？？听废话罢了~留在家里都好过啦==
English time......Wad can I say?? Lolz....I feel myself so stupid~ At schl pain....at tuition pain.....at home pain.....Combo? Geez....maybe is d raining make myself feel nothing....well....even i wan take a nap also cannot....Haizzzz.....==" Coz of pain I speechless....Coz of pain I feel these thing annoyin....Coz of pain....I be stronger.......The pain can be serious and serious.....till I cannot stand it anymore....Right now....it juz a terror pain tat cast by d God....~YeahYeah God i waitin ur curse only~ Stupid myself........someone asked me tat Q....I feel very weird and startin think......."Why I so stupid 1?" I dunno~ maybe I'm a stupid at d early^^~ Wad should I say? "I Die Rather Than I Survive"?? Maybe~
To my jiefu~ Dun touch anything tat I made in there~ Juz stay it nice~ I'm know wad am I doing and I can sure tat i going Gila if i keep do d same things~ To my sis~ dun go Genting bah~ I also dunwan go 1~ + I hav pain still go for Roller-Coaster? Nah I dunwan so young den die xD~ Dun worry I be fine as normal...B4 I die I will give message let u all know 1 ><~ Anyway......at this time I should rushing for projects........=="

Day of Hospital!!!!

Aiya today i didnt have things to say in here lar....coz i not at school~ Not fun 1 ><~ At least I still can write on Badminton Court thr~ Straight right at d "StarPlus"~ Well this is my 1st time didnt play badminton at all~!!! Lolz no deal....too many ppl alr...I didnt think my jiefu will come too....even my sifu!!! OMG all come alr no nid play lor~aiya nvm lar i give u guys bah xD~
Hmm....seems like my lung not pain at all.....while on d badminton court....but sometimes play half will feel tired....keep think about exercise......lucky Vg he call me run 5 turn around d Building.....Woah!!!! damn tired.....everywhere get tired.....lung also startin pain...........haizz.....wan excercise also cannot T.T......I dun wan fat lar....
Well......after badminton i went to hospital for a check~ starting feel the doctor so annoying ^^ but I still hearin wad did doctor say~ Coz i wan faster recover my healthy~ I wan go Camp!!!!! XD~ To those care me d best fren~ mostly is sis and 1 more!! Dun worry I'm ok~ about d work giv me some times~ I nid think while......
Now really dun have things to write.......geez!! Anyway Mother's Day still have 1 more day oo~ Those ppl wan prepare for a special event den fast ler~ LAST DAY to giv u guys prepare~ I'm Ready ^^